Thursday, May 7, 2009

Micaela

You be my Bonnie I be your Clyde
Open up your heart girl, don't run and hide
I know your scared... its alright
But i promise you i'ma do you right
I know you heard it all before, another song and dance
But you won't know unless you give me the chance.
I ain't saying i'm the best in the world
But i'd treat you the best i could if you were my girl

I know you been hurt in the past
Gave someone your heart and it didn't last
Not everyone is the same
Not every motherfucker will drive you insane
I know the hurt and the pain
But if you keep ya head up we can make it through the rain

I'm falling for you... i know its crazy
No one's had that effect on me
Something about you i just want your time
In exchange i'll give you mine
Open your heart and don't be scared
Our love is all i wanna share

Been trying to get with you all week,
Hard enough for you to feel me when we text and don't speak
I wanna know your fantasies
Wanna know when your down you can come to me
I'll be there when you need me call
Never gonna let you fall

Come listen to my thoughts and my feelings
Wanna open up to you so you know my dealings
In return you can do the same,
Maybe one day make your wish come true and give you my name
I want you to come see me i want you to stay...
But i feel you can easily throw me away

Take my hand, cause i want you to see
Them other fools aren't me
Wanna hold you in my arms
Not let anything hurt you keep you from harm
I wanna be with you is all that i'm stressin
But how bad do you wanna be with me is my only question

I know he left you with scars, but i'll try to make them go away
Prove to you that my love will stay
I know you don't wanna rush into a relationship
Before you can love me i understand there needs to be companionship
Just know i'll treat you good
Just like them other phoney motherfuckers should

Maybe one day me and you can have a happy home
Take trips to Italy, yeah i know where's rome ? :)
Let me whip those tears from your eyes
No more crying at night, no more telling you lies
Keep the faith in me, i won't let you down
Turn your face into a smile from that frown....

Friday, May 1, 2009

Untitled

Looking at my life from the outside
Somewhere in the past 28 years i miss my heart die
Even though we all come from the same place
We all different seems to be the case
Seems we lost touch as time came to pass
I'm there for you when you need me don't be afraid to ask
Don't run cause your scared to see me
I'm someone you can believe in, you'll see

Lost in life at times what can i do?
Need my true friends to help me pull through
You know I'd do the same thing if i could
Do whatever i gotta do to make you feel good
I don't act crazy no need to call the cops
Moved back to The Colony near my old block
The more i see things change,
The more things stay the same but get rearranged

Please forgive me for all my past sins
Make me the one to suffer not the kids
I'm staying home more now so I'm not around much
Just cause i'm not around doesn't mean I've lost touch
I haven't smiled in a while
Life in the pen don't wanna walk the green mile
My negativity has my living my life solo
I sit and stare out the window while the world moves in slow mo

Sometimes i wanna disappear into the ocean
But i can't so its back to another notion
I sit and wonder who i can trust in this world
I'm thankful for my son and my 2 girls
Maybe a life of solitude was meant to happen
Maybe better off writing poems and not try rappin

I know I've done a lot of wrong
And I'm so damn negative to go along
Something I'm trying to change in me
But it don't come that easily
Something i will one day achieve
Just gotta have patience with Mr. JG